♥LOVE...happiness or unhappiness?♥

Date: Friday, April 15, 2005

haix...jux now chat wif qun...she quite disappointed todae bahx....on e 14th...jux for 5 mins...yet he can't spare e time and rather go out wif his frenx...tot she will be happie wif him....mayb i'm wrong?all he does is to shower her wif gifts and flowers...did he try to understand her?haix...got so much tots now...will i ever be like her?i wonder...grasping on my phone waiting for his msg or waiting for him to ask me out,whenever he wants?
mayb i shouldn't support her to accept a new relationship?mayb i'm wrong to have done tt...tinking it might give her happiness when i don't tink she is happie now?
will i ever be like her...on e day of the anniversary...he forgot...ask him to spare me only 5 mins...5 mins i repeat...yet he can't spare tt 5 mins out of 1440 mins a day?did i make a right decision...i wonder...i'm scared of betrayal again...someone pls tell me...

mood:10/100
in a sadded case...=(

♥ [ Missy Avril ]