♥time to let go...♥
Date: Saturday, July 30, 2005
guess it's time to let go tt feeling in me..he's nv gonna be mine...even he will...i'll feel guilty...wad's e pt?time to let things go...i tink..
todae is such a lonely day for me...rrly lonely..but it's also a great day to reflect...have i been depending on others too much?i rrly need ppl wif me every now n then..a sense of security i suppose...alright...i can live without a bf...but not without frenx..y...u may think...a bf can nv be ur lover n ur fren at e same time...at least...for now i agree wif it...frenx...they love u like ur bf do...they care for u like ur bf do...but one thing is tt they can share troubles n laughters wif u which ur bf cant...mayb u ppl may not think e same way...coz u may found a lover who can be ur fren at e same time...but until i meet sumone like tt...all tis tt i've said remains e same..
i've been in search of such a person for so long...finalli...i found him...but he's nt e destined one for me...how sad...same horoscope wif tt guy...haix...pathetic me..cupid is nv watching me...tt's y i have such bad luck in love...i suppose..
now...i decided to put all my past away and start e new me..a lively,cheerful me...n a me wif no more tears...i hope..tears make me feel weak...the feeling of being weak is so bad....jux bad..mayb u may tink gals r born to have tears...but peeps...remb...i've becum a guy...hahx...
alrightx...nothing more for today...jux a simple reflection for today...a good one indeed...
♥ [ Missy Avril ]
