♥haix...future or no future...♥
Date: Wednesday, December 07, 2005
i tot i wont be shedding any tears in front of them anymore...yet...i'm wrong...so wrong...
nv tot abt e future...but sihui bring e matter up...does she rrly have to remind me of e cruel facts? y cant i jux dream abit...jux a lil bit...but reality is jux so harsh...
do i rrly have a future wif him or not...sum say dun tink abt havin a future when u're in a relationship wif sumone....sum say it's gd to tink abt e future....so is it a future or no future?
i rrly dunno...i nv meant to tink abt this matter....or rather i'm trying to run away from it...but do the rest have to bring up e matter?
chatted wif hafiz on e way hm....told him everything...including e part i jux told ray today...told him nt to tink too much abt it...ya...we rrly chatted sia....how is he like wif his past gf...all abt relationships sia...hahax...tink tt's e only time i rrly had a gd laugh...at least...for today...
will we last or not...does it concern other ppl? i wonder...if it doesnt...y shld they care...i mean...i'm nt sayin tt it's none of e business...but it's rrly stressful when ppl r sayin tt we'll only last for 1-2 mths...sad sia..
lucky me n hafiz have e same view on relationship...we both tot...if u go into a relationship thinking it will last....then it will...but e rest tot if u go into a relationship thinking tt it will last...then it wont....strange uh....arhs...nvm...at least sumone has e same mentality as me...
haix...even sihui say she's sure he's nt goin to be e one spending e life wif me...well...wad shld i say...all i can do now is forget abt everything tt happens today...
♥ [ Missy Avril ]
