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♥time to let go...♥

Date: Saturday, July 30, 2005


guess it's time to let go tt feeling in me..he's nv gonna be mine...even he will...i'll feel guilty...wad's e pt?time to let things go...i tink..

todae is such a lonely day for me...rrly lonely..but it's also a great day to reflect...have i been depending on others too much?i rrly need ppl wif me every now n then..a sense of security i suppose...alright...i can live without a bf...but not without frenx..y...u may think...a bf can nv be ur lover n ur fren at e same time...at least...for now i agree wif it...frenx...they love u like ur bf do...they care for u like ur bf do...but one thing is tt they can share troubles n laughters wif u which ur bf cant...mayb u ppl may not think e same way...coz u may found a lover who can be ur fren at e same time...but until i meet sumone like tt...all tis tt i've said remains e same..

i've been in search of such a person for so long...finalli...i found him...but he's nt e destined one for me...how sad...same horoscope wif tt guy...haix...pathetic me..cupid is nv watching me...tt's y i have such bad luck in love...i suppose..

now...i decided to put all my past away and start e new me..a lively,cheerful me...n a me wif no more tears...i hope..tears make me feel weak...the feeling of being weak is so bad....jux bad..mayb u may tink gals r born to have tears...but peeps...remb...i've becum a guy...hahx...

alrightx...nothing more for today...jux a simple reflection for today...a good one indeed...

♥ [ Missy Avril ]

♥down in e valley♥

Date: Friday, July 29, 2005


two songs r suitable for me rite now...Yang Chen Lin - Ai Mei...to describe how i'm feeling...Fan Wei Qi - Mei Na Me Ai Ta...to console myself...

haix...today is a down down day for me...have been feeling sooo bad...i dun wanna say wad happen...but i told sum of u..i suddenly realise tt i actually feel for him...when i saw tt scene jux now...haix...i finalli found out how i feel...but...i'm feeling so so guilty...i falling in love with someone i shldn't have fall in love with...it's a total disaster...okie...not gonna tok abt it anymore...
but i guess i rrly gave my classmates a fright jux now.....sry worx..

went student lounge wif sihui,sam,li te,hafiz,zhi cheng,quan rui...play dai dee while sam n hafiz challenge scrabble...after tt go find hong they all...went shopping arnd century...then go find them at arcade...then saw li te,sam n quan rui there...lolx..so qiao...hahax...they waiting for mich n kesh to fin shopping then go li te's house...

for us....we went hougang mall...helped peng ru choose spects....hahax..so honoured...he decided to buy the one tt i choose...haix...feel like buying one spects also lehx...heex...then hong they all go play lan then i go hm lo...nt in e mood for anything today...so restless...y am i so unlucky in sum areas...haix...

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Yang Cheng Lin - Ai Mei

曖昧讓人受盡委屈

找不到相愛的證據

何時該前進 何時該放棄

連擁抱都沒有勇氣

只能陪你到這裡

畢竟有些事不可以

超過了友情 還不到愛情

遠方就要下雨的風景

到底該不該哭泣

想太多是我還是你

我很不服氣 也開始懷疑

眼前的人 是不是同一個真實的你

曖昧讓人受盡委屈

找不到相愛的證據

何時該前進 何時該放棄

連擁抱都沒有勇氣

曖昧讓人變得貪心

直到等待失去意義

無奈我和你 寫不出結局

放遺憾的美麗 停在這裡




Fan Wei Qi - Mei Na Me Ai Ta

你有权利情绪化
你不一定要坚强
便有些事情
不能伪装 别为自己设了框

我懂失去的悲伤
也懂进退的挣扎
但想起过去 都是失望
又何必要放不下

是习惯还是爱
不放心 还是不甘心
只有你 自己知道解答

其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
编织过的梦想
自己也可以抵达
谁说一定要有他

其实你没有那爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话 你就放得下

深呼吸 抬头望
发现天空很空广
这世界 那么大幸福总会在某个地方

其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
拥有过的计划留给值得的对象
你知道 不会是他

其实你没有那爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话 你就放得下

认清了真心话 你就放得下

♥ [ Missy Avril ]

♥i play soccer!!!♥

Date: Thursday, July 28, 2005


sianx sia...gt back my iiso paper le...20/40...jux pass....lucky me...then got accounts tutorial today...tt witch againx...last week only say jux in case we din do tutorial...each grp have to present 1 question...then in e end...today say mux do whole tutorial...if nt write down name...wth!forget it...damn f***ed up wif her siax...

almost whole class bu shuang her liaox lo...then we drew sum witches pic...heex...the copy onto transparency...lolx...

after class went to play soccer wif hafiz,quan rui,sihui,alvin,jeffrey,jiahao n ben...heex...only e gals can score siax...hahax...and when e gals gt e ball...cannot snatch from them n cannot block them...lolx...heex....quite fun la...although kenna hit by e ball on my chin sia..darn pain...but tis time i endure le...yea!then after tt rest liaox...heex...so long nv sweat le...hahax..

then went hm wif hafiz,sihui,ben n jeffrey...coz all of us taking 72...heex...
thx jeffrey n hafiz for offering me to send me hm...but jeffrey gotta have his dinner...then if they send me hm le...hafiz will be getting hm rather late la...so nvm..heex...thx anyway!our class full of gentlemens siax...hafiz also very gd worx...i forget to take my accounts text...then he help me take...carry all e way from sch to hougang plaza there...thankie!!

here....have to say sry to hong they all againx...ask u all wait for me...in e end i ps u all againx!!!rrly paiseh...kkz...i make it up tml la!!!heex

sianx...tml gt lab...have to wake up rather early...heex...so gotta sleep early sia...but nt nw...let me fin my shows first...hahax...

♥ [ Missy Avril ]

♥interview♥

Date: Wednesday, July 27, 2005


ermx..today went sch earlier so tt can go century buy lunch..then so lucky...on e bus met hafiz...then quan rui call me ask whether i'm wif hafiz n sihui...lolx..so...hafiz told him...hahax...so went to meet quan rui at century also...hahax..

went to sch wif sam,hafiz,quan rui,sihui...hahax..then go business park find li te n sharon...decided nt to go lecture...boring sia...same thing will be taught in tutorial lorx..so went to student lounge wif zhi cheng,sam,hafiz,quan rui to slack...played dai dee wif them..heex...nt bad..luck is gd today...heex...

after lessons rush to student lounge for interview...hahax..zl n daniel there le...lolx...thx guys for staying behind to accompany me...rrly thx alot sia!!!heex...
tis msg is specially for hafiz,quan rui,alvin,joseph,yi hui....heex
okie...the interview quite okie la...they ask me 2 questions nia..1st is to imagine having a tp student telling me TP sucks...pay so much school fees and still dun have air con restaurants....wad am i goin to say....so i replied...tt's wad makes tp diff mahx...tp is a more hyper sch...so should go outdoors more often...
then 2nd qn they ask...wad skills u have tt can contribute to tp...then i say computer softwares lo...like microsoft office!!!!lolx...hahax..then i also added sum simple flash n html la...heex
hahax...ask me 2 qn nia...then e rest difficult qn ask sihui zl n daniel...lucky me sia!!

actually supposed to go have dinner de...then dun feel like eating againx...so 2nd day on diet lo..hahax..

♥ [ Missy Avril ]

♥Day 1 presentation pics♥

Date: Tuesday, July 26, 2005


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ying ying,mich,li te,joseph n quanrui

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the 3 shuai ges in our class...sam,quan rui n HAFIZ!!!

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1/2 of 08 in formal..

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guys of 08 in formal...

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the 2 shuai ges and our ex-convict alvin there

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sharon...sihui...samuel n HAFIZ!!!aw....so shuai...lolx


the above photos are taken from quanrui...copyrighted worx!!

♥ [ Missy Avril ]

♥oral presentation = doom day♥

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today my turn for op le...sianx...wearing tt stupid formal thingy...go sch...haix...

supposed to meet hong at my house de bus stop...but i missed his bus...so in e end he wait for me at interchange..

okie...op is alright la...shana and jeffrey rrly did well..heex..after op go watch the guys play soccer...againx!!dunno y...i like to watch ppl play sports la...heex...okie...sum unhappy things happen in e middle of the game...but it's alright le...

i have to say samuel, joseph is another pro in soccer la...heex...i tink balls rrly hate me siax..today kenna hit by balls..twice summore..at the same place summore...damn pain siax...but tis time i manage to endure e pain....din rrly cry tis time le...heex

oh ya...have to say sry to zl, hong, ivan, daniel...paiseh...made u all wait for me..in e end din go hm wif u all...rrly sry worx!will make it up another day...

after tt went BK @ pavillion wif samuel, quan rui and ben...they ate but i jux accompany them..din eat...dun feel like eating sia...think gonna sick againx...from e rain ytd mayb..i normally wont feel tired de...but today i'm damn tired lo...on e way back...almost fall asleep...1st time sia..i dun slp on buses de lo...haix...mux rest well i tink...tml needa go interview le..hahax...

kz la..tt's all..today too tired le..write abit can le!

♥ [ Missy Avril ]

♥bball recruitment♥

Date: Monday, July 25, 2005


today e 1st 3 grp of ppl have their oral presentation...alright...i admit i'm tryin to make them laugh wif my funny faces and actions...but tt's coz they abit nervous mahx...tryin to calm them down...heex...but i tink tml my turn will kenna shoot until very jialat...although the questions i post to them today is nt very bad...but my funny actions...ahem..they're goin to do e same to me tml....luckily mine very short nia...

sianx 1/2...thinking of how they will laugh at me lookin at a kid tryin to act adult...haix...dun feel like goin sch le...but sooner or later...i'll have to do this...so be it bahx...

after lessons went student lounge wif li te, ben, zhi cheng, sihui, zheng liang and daniel....ermx..if u ppl dunno who's daniel...he's one of zl's classmates...at student lounge jux slack arnd and play the game we played the other time...hahax...daniel is a pro at it lorx!!!kz...then sam,sharon,kesh,mich came also...watch sam play pool wif the ppl there....he damn pro also lorx...win alot of ppl...but lose to one UNKNOWN guy in e end...tink he too stressed up le..wif so many of us watching him play....

bball recruitment starts at 5.45pm...so me, zheng liang,daniel,sihui decided to go for the tpsu sub comm interview first...but in e end..waited till 5.35...tink the guys gonna be late...so we decided to go tml instead...heex...reach bball court...see so many ppl there....think got 150++ bahx...crazie sia...gotta choose only 12 from 150++ ppl...?siaox sia...

tink the ppl i noe...only justin n zhi cheng get to write down their no...then in e middle of the recruitment...it started raining...rrly heavily siax!!!so in e end went back wif hong,zl,ivan,daniel..went to tm wif them in search of food...nothing in their favour...so went century square instead...then they found a new stall selling taiwan snacks...it's quite nice la..the cripsy mushrooms,the chicken and the chicken wings...omg!!!but wif the chilli power....*cough cough* so spicy sia!!!as u noe...i cant rrly take spicy food...heex...but it's nice la..

after tt went shop n save...coz ivan wanna buy drinks and sweets..then u noe the sweets there...the soft n chewy chewy type....gt alot of colour de...then i ask auntie to put more purple colour de(grape one)coz i like to eat...hahax...then they ji tao sianx 1/2...hahax...heex...then went hm on cab le...go zl house,then hong,then ivan then last me...sianx 1/2...$12 in e end..hahax..

kkz...gotta prepare for tml's presentation....wish me death luck...lolx!!

♥ [ Missy Avril ]

♥boring weekends♥

Date: Sunday, July 24, 2005


wo0w!!first weekend tt i nv gone out at all....okie la...is gone out wif my frenx...sat i went to temple coz of my grandpa's death anniversary...then went down to my grandma's house...heex...long time nv see my younger cousins le...have a nicee time catching up wif them la...as usual...i pei them play kids game la...except for daidee lorx..hahax

my grandma's maid is damn friendly lorx...hahax..she noes how to speak mandarin also worx!!not bad sia...but my grandma's still complains abt her cooking skills...alright...she can take time to learn bahx...

then....it's today...hello?!!sunday!i'm stucked at hm meddling wif the cumin up oral presentation...sianx...gonna wear formal on tues...guess i'll make my classmates roll on the floor and laugh at me....lookin like a kid tring to act adult...lolx!

kz la...it's time to slack liaox...mummie cook lottas yummy food today...gotta grow fatter...AGAINX!!ytd take my weight....OMG!!!i becum 40kg le la!!!my ideal wt is 38kg lorx...but nw...grow fat le la....dun tink 38kg is too light horx....coz i'm short!!!tt's y i tink it's e ideal weight la...sobx!!!have to go on diet le la!!!

oh ya....seems like my bro have gotten himself a very nicee gf worx!!wish him happiness then!for me...hehex...nt now...i still wanna enjoy hangin out wif my new buds...they're rrly great!crappin all e time...makin me laugh...and always so concern abt me...if i'm gonna have a bf now...i tink he'll suffer uh?hahax...havin a gf who rather spend time wif her frenx than him...hahax...sad ritex...tt's y i'm nt gonna do tt...heex...rrly lurve my frenx now...the 08 peeps and e usual grp!!!

and then....guys!!!monday is e recruitment le worx!!!muz jiayou worx!!!tis msg is esp for li te,ben,hong,zl....eh...dunno whether alvin,zhicheng and jeffrey got anot la..if gt..also wish u all gd luck!!!JIA YOU!!!
for me...i goin for tpsu de interview wif sihui...and mayb zl...hope can get in lorx...coz i tink tpsu rrly quite fun...heex...and hope got chance...also can becum bball team de manager...or if not...jux help out lorx..heex

♥ [ Missy Avril ]

♥formal wear?!?!♥

Date: Saturday, July 23, 2005


today no cmsy lab...so went to sch later...when we reach there...it's like...we only saw ben n alvin n cindy...hahax...okie...our class alot ppl skipped sch today...coz only lectures nia...

after lectures went to meet hong n dje eu...then ivan,peng ru also came...after tt actually goin off le...but peng ru ask me help me configure his wireless lan...so help him lorx...then they end up playin ms at IT sch...hahax...then zheng liang came to meet us also...wif his class ppl...lolx...got 1 of them starred at me lorx...like i snatch her bf tt type...hahax...kz...

after tt they all pei me go tm...first go long john eat...then they pei me buy formal wear...finalli bought it...a strips shirt and strips skirt...hahax....goin to look old for once on tues...hahax...

kkz...thx peeps for helpin me with the clothes...hahax...

haix...so tired...tml still have to wake up early...sianx...

♥ [ Missy Avril ]

♥soccer againx...♥

Date: Thursday, July 21, 2005


today got back my first paper le...nt bad worx...din study at all still can get 39/50...heex...it's bus acc larx...my pop quiz 5/10 nia...but nvm...same as hafiz...hahax

after lessons go see them play soccer againx...tis tgime hafiz din perform tt well...mayb becoz he gt blisters on his legs bahx..hahax...but quanrui did well today worx!!play de nt back worx!
alvin...haix....gt injuries againx...lolx...he say his RIGHT shoulder swollen le...so peeps...remb to say to him by pattin his RIGHT shoulder worx!!!


hahax...tt's all la..yea!~tml no lab...so dun nid go sch so early...hahax

♥ [ Missy Avril ]

♥soccer♥

Date: Wednesday, July 20, 2005


today after lunch went to student lounge wanting to play pool...but in e end it's full so we play tt game..gt a board de...then got alot of tokens u have to shoot it into e holes...like pool like tt...hahax..at first li te is taking e lead...but later i catch up..i tink luck is on my side la...or mayb..it's HAFIZ who brought me luck...lolx...i won in e end!!!!so happie...but my finger hurts...ouch!heex..

after lessons go see hafiz,quan rui,alvin,yihui,jiahao n ben play soccer...actually wanna go play pool wif li te,sam n zhi cheng de..but they go katong play...so far...so decided to watch soccer instead...

i tink today i'm prone to injuries la...first is mich...during econs tutorial...wanted to throw e clorets sweets to sihui...but in e end...the corner hit my eye....damn pain siax...okie...i admit i did tear...nt cry worx...coz hit my eye mahx...sure will tear de..

then it was during their soccer match...quan rui kick e ball n it hit my hp then my ear...in high speed...again i teared...dortx ritex...but it's due to e great pain la...rrly pain lo...but only a while la..quan rui so guilty lorx..keep apologising...okie...i'm fine...dun be guilty..hahax..at least sumthing good happen when i gt hit...heex...nt gonna say it here!!!hahax...although i din see it...but when sihui told me...so happie...lolx!!

kkz...tt's all for today...jux have to say...i tink i seen all e guys in our class playing sports liaox...except for samuel bahx...lolx...hafiz is great in soccer...then alvin can jump rrly high...then ben shooting nt bad...hahax...

♥ [ Missy Avril ]

♥showie♥

Date: Tuesday, July 19, 2005


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齊悅﹕阿猛﹐大家都很喜歡你。

阿猛﹕你說什麼?

齊悅﹕ 什麼?沒有啊

阿猛﹕
我聽到了喔,你別想逃。。。

阿猛﹕
你剛剛說,大家都很喜歡我。。。你所謂的大家是指誰啊?

齊悅﹕
。。。陽平啊,莉香啊。。。

阿猛﹕
兩個哪叫大家啊?

齊悅﹕
還有野狼,鈴木。。。還有叔叔。。。

阿猛﹕
應該還有一個人才對吧?

阿猛﹕
左手手指都數完了,我怎麼沒有聽到那個名字

阿猛﹕
那讓我看看剩下的右手。。。很喜歡我的人,會是誰啊?

齊悅﹕
有!!還有我!!齊悅最喜歡阿猛了!

。。。。。。

阿猛﹕
好好笑喔,我第一次看到有人舉手告白耶!

齊悅﹕
你過分耶!早知道不講了。。。

。。。。。。

阿猛﹕
別生氣嘛,小悅

阿猛﹕
因為你的喜歡,最讓我高興了!

*omg*!!!so sweet!!!i love tis show manx!!!

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阿猛﹕我只要自己﹐希望待在身邊的人﹐

可以待在我身邊。。。那就夠了。

齊悅﹕希望待在身邊的人。。。包括我嗎﹖

阿猛﹕就是你啊﹗


aw>!so sweet!!

♥ [ Missy Avril ]

♥boring lessons♥

Date: Monday, July 18, 2005


today first day of sch after e one week break le...so sianx 1/2...early morning have to go sch le..to tink i slpt at arnd 1 plus ytd..

today got marco econs...realise tt there's a change of lecturer...okie..the lecturer is boring...keep using durians as example...lame...he so darn cold lo...keep saying durian in a funny pronounciation...i was like...durian durian...liu lian la...lolx..kx...then i tink the lecturer say sumthing like dunno u ppl cum here to study or wad...and i tink joseph said sumthing like...dunno whether u cum here to teach or wad...then e lecturer stunned tio lorx...hahax..but he can't do anything coz he dunno who said tt...

in e middle of e lecture...he gave us 5 mins...hahax...our class all ran off i supposed...only left wif ben,jeffrey,cindy,adeline,aisah,yue jun...these few..hahax...tink e LT got more than half chao lorx...so much worse than CMSY...tt lecturer so shi bai siax...lolx

after tt waited for hong,ivan n zl..then they pei me go tm de g2000 find formal presentation the clothes...u noe...those blazers and dress pants..but u noe...i jux dun suit formal wear la...so dortx..then din get anything there...went back to hougang mall de iora...also cant find anything...sianx 1/2..dunno how now...actually g2000 gt one blazer very nice...then it's 129 i tink...but got 50% discount plus sihui gt 15% more for membership...but...size 5 still too bad...dun have size 3...sadded siax

haix...nw abt to slp soon le la...tt's all!!

~tata

♥ [ Missy Avril ]

♥jac's birthday celebration♥

Date: Sunday, July 17, 2005


today suppose to meet hong n ryan at 10 to pei hong go make passport..but i woke up late la...so in e end meet them later at lavender...heex..when i reach lavender...the bus to bugis jux came..so we jux went up lo...went to bugis...waited for sihui n kareen...then proceed to suntec...

heex...hong supposed to go see a gal there...at the convention centre de blue sky carnival...lolx...so went wif him lo..hahax..i act as his lil sis...dortx..soo..tt gal make him buy sumthing...then in e end he bought for me...hahax...it's a key chain...made of glue...okie la...it's nice...but for me...i tink it wont be durable..

after tt met up wif jac n her bf,zl,zhong hui, mei qing...then we went to have lunch...at pasta againx...FAT!!!i tink i'm rrly getting fatter and fatter le la!!then we go marina south there...heex...b4 our steamboat buffet...of coz we're goin to have sum fun lo..they played at e arcade there...heex...zl tried catching the dolls...but..haix...cant succeed la..although it's near...heex...then while they playin...i went outside to watch ppl play bowling...finalli when they're done...we went upstairs to play pool..

1st game: me n sihui VS meiqing n kareen.....hahax...i so lucky today...win againx..then my hand still aches from ytd bowling so i stop lo..finalli..hahax...at 8 they decided to stop e game n go down to eat..hahax...kz...jux when we sat down...there's fireworks...so nice..it'll be better if there's sumone i luv wif me..suddenly...feel like getting in love againx...this feeling cum n go so fast lo...so i tink i better dun hai anyone la..the guys very gd worx!keep helping us to take food...cook e food n even peel e crab n prawn shells for us...hahax...so sweet ritex?sumtimes...it rrly feels good to be treated like a princess...wif ppl helping u wif everything...so concern n carin towards u...i practically like din touch like tt lo...lolx...

have lottas fun wif them sia...lots of jokes in e middle...dunno y...jux enjoy my new frenx accompany..heex...hahax...after tt went hm..heex..on e way hm is also fun la...heex..

when reach hougang...hong pei me walk home lo...coz he shun bian go find ivan..another gentlemen...nowadays i have been meeting lots of gentlemen or izzit tp got lots of gentlemen?hahax...dunno...


suddenly felt so happie...goin to tp is my best choice ever...wif such great frenx arnd...including my 08 peeps!!!all of u rawks my life sia!!thankie!!!

♥ [ Missy Avril ]

♥class outing♥

Date: Saturday, July 16, 2005


today went out wif 1e08 peeps...met up wif samuel,tezel,ying ying,hanis,quan rui,yihui,joseph,zhi cheng,li te...we went to harbourfront for lunch lo...then waited for mich n sharon to cum meet us..then we go mount faber de bowling alley...ben already waitin for us there le...paiseh..heex...then we waited for hafiz to cum while we start e game..

kz la..first time play...nt bad la...we took 4 alley..then played 3 games...i played 2 nia..coz my nail broke..n it hurts...ouch!heex...1 game.,..60 plus...2nd game...80 plus..nt bad la...gt improvement...heex

after bowling...li te,zhi cheng n samuel go play pool while e rest of us go queensway there...the guys go the shopping centre there walk walk...while mich,tezel n me went ikea...coz i wanted sum ideas from them on hw to revamp my room..heex..the kids room look so sweet lo...gt so much idea on how to renovate my rm le..heex

then all the guys came to met us at ikea and we ate there...againx!hahax..okie la..e food there is nt bad..i tink i gt one more nick le...baby and xiao bao...baby is frm mich...and xiao bao is frm li te...lolx...wonder y nowadays i gt so many nicks sia..everyone seems to be touching my hair when they grabs the chance...and keep patting my head lo...dortx...zhi cheng came up wif one more tt's tickling e chin one...hahax...like u r playing wif a baby...dortx...

after meal...went holland v...sadded....tezel n sharon went hm le...hahax...left me n mich nia le..heex...go one of the cafe there and sit arnd and slack...it's so cosy there!!!heex...played truth or dare there...i actually nv kenna at all lo...but in e end they cheated!!!hahax...so actualli i tio 2 times sia...first is truth...mich ask me to rank the top 3 guys in class...so i say hafiz,samuel,zhi cheng...heex..2nd time...so paiseh sia...ask me go kiss sumone else...dortx...but kz la...this game is full of kisses...hahax...mich gif me a peck as a dare....zhi cheng also....then hafiz on e hand..lolx..okie...mich kenna kiss me de...say who she tink our class guys have gd physical n characters...one each..hahax..then still gt kiss li te de...hahax..then her first kiss experience...hahax...the rest too many le la...dun say...hahax...for the forfeit...mostly is me n mich think de lo...lolx..

kz...after tt all of us take 48 go hm...me mich n hafiz supposed to drop at bugis there...but missed e stop...instead go marine parade there take 76 then change 80....mich so gd...wait wif me n hafiz for e bus..heex..hafiz very gd worx...offered to send me hm summore...but so late le...my house so near...so i say nvm...if nt he'll reach hm quite late lo..heex..gentlemen sia!

hahax...my com down...as wad my bro wrote on e note...so i can only download my stuffs tml...sianx 1/2...tml still mux wake up so early to go lavender wif hong n ivan...

♥ [ Missy Avril ]

♥project meeting♥

Date: Friday, July 15, 2005


today went back to sch for project meeting...met alvin on bus 23 on e way to tp..hahax..dunno y since when he so gd..volunteer help me take laptop when i din even request him to do tt..heex

it's raining so heavily lo...hate rain...rain rain go away!!!

cindy is e first to reach...next me...next jeffrey...then shana last is adeline....the latest de...haix..
hahax...in e end alvin's grp...includin ben jiahao aisah hanis joined us...heex...coz i booked the project rm mahx...then share lo..heex

in e end we finish our meeting much earlier than we expected..heex...the gals left first..then e guys stayed behind to watch initial d(movie) on my laptop..heex

okie...nw i gt a new nick...chiwawa...do i look like one?i dun tink so...then alvin say nt chiwawa then monkey...coz i'm rrly one...lolx..fine lorx!

then today...din tie my hair alvin n ben still keep making my hair...esp alvin...keep patting my head and push my hair...dortx lo...i nt ur dog bobby okieX?!?!

hahax...so excited...tml class outing le...but so sad sihui cant go...sianx...

♥ [ Missy Avril ]

♥project or out?♥

Date: Wednesday, July 13, 2005


today actualli wanna reserve e day for project de...but...in e end tempted to go out wif kareen they all to queensway...coz kareen still haven found her shoes...hahax...kz..reach there at 3 plus la..then went the shopping centre...finalli....kareen bought her shoes...hahax...went walking around and i tink all of us bought sumthing...i bought a new belt for myself too...

supposed to go ikea to take a look at the furnitures and think of how to revamp my rm de..but in e end too late le...so din go...

dinner went to plaza eat...hahax...ate wif hong,ivan,zl,jun wei....hahax...order a few dishes n we ate wif rice..hahax...kz...nt bad la...the food there..heex...then now i'm stucked at hm...coz goin to be broke soon le...dunno friday de outing will have money anot...heex..

♥ [ Missy Avril ]

♥Lin Jun Jie♥

Date: Monday, July 11, 2005


omg!!!guess wad...today pei kareen go leftfoot at fareast buy shoe...we saw LIN JUN JIE!!!!

when we reach there we were like...wah seh...monday leftfoot still so many ppl..all nt bad lookin de guys summore...until zheng liang told me lin jun jie lehx..then i was like huh?!then i turn arnd and saw him...u noe...leftfoot is like so small lo...then lin jun jie is like one arm spacing frm us only lo!!!

wth!so suay at tis time no cam wif me..sadded...he rrly gt the star feeling cu,ing out frm him lo!!!omg!!even he wear sunglass and cap...still look so shuai as ever...haix...now i noe...wan to meet stars in town?go during weekdays...lolx!!!haix...still sadded tt i din bring my cam...

♥ [ Missy Avril ]

♥sianx...♥

Date: Sunday, July 10, 2005


today stayed hm..so guai ritex..tot of studyin for accounts de...but nt in e mood...e weather is jux too gd for me to laze arnd...

laurel(god sis)..sent me a sms askin me to describe her wif ONE word...after tt then foward tt sms to my frenx...heex...i msg li te,sihui,kareen,quan rui,tezel,sharon,ben,jiaqun,keshia,hafiz,mich...sent to alvin n samuel also..both din reply...

li te - small(okie...i admit i'm small...stop reminding me of tt!!!)
sihui - sensible(ahem...sensible is jux so nt e word to use on me)
kareen - hao(eh..a very simple word uh?)
quan rui - jovial(sounds like i'm an entertainer sia..lolx)
tezel - sweet!(omg!thx tez!i luv u!)
sharon - hyper(yup!e best word to describe me..i gt everlasting energy!)
ben - crazy(aw...so sadded...so i'm crazie?)
jiaqun - tsk(wah liew...wad word is tt sia...still add on sayin shake head...lolx)
keshia - loud(yup...tt's me too...i gt a loud voice..beware!)
hafiz - wacky(ermx..do i?)
mich - petite(okie...same as li te...i noe i'm small!!stop reminding me...hahax)

okiex...alvin say 1 word to describe me too lil le...so he din reply..lolx...excuses!samuel..still haven reply...sianx..

kz la...tt's all...gotta study for my acc le...hope can rrly STUDY!!!

♥ [ Missy Avril ]

♥town....againx?!?!♥

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today went town wif hong ryan n kareen...kareen suppose to buy her shoes ytd...but she cant find...so in e end pei her find shoes...but still cant find e one she like...haix...jux walk around today...then have lunch at cine de jap fast food...and dinner at pasta....

hong n ryan wore e same brand of shirt(NWO),pants(levis') and shoes(NIKE dunk)....lolx....sum ppl was like lookin at them wif the wth face....they do look like a couple la..lolx...then hong worse....tryin to act cute wif that pig design de NWO tee...but while eatin at pasta...saw a grp of gals....wear e same design of shirt as him...lolx...they were laughin at him like hell lo...hahax...1 of them same colour summore...hahax...i mean....a god damn fierce face wif a cute tee...cannot link at all lo...hahax
oh ya!saw sebastian,jin long,weilong they all at cine also...din notice...but they said hi...heex...

after tt went ps walk arnd lo...bought sum cakes frm bread talk then sit arnd for sum toks...i jux dun understand...y sum guys gt gf le still wanna jio gals out...lolx...lame lo...after tt went hm le...nt rrly hm la...went plaza de lan wif hong n ryan...coz kareen go hm first le...saw bee jun there...hahax..he's still as friendly...hahax..after tt went hm le...

today my kor flyin off to south africa for work lo...hahax...2.15am's flight....reached airport wif him at 11pm...stayed till arnd 11.20pm then go off le...if nt take cab gt extra charges...he'll be away for 5 weeks...nt very long but it's nt short also la...hahax...so happie...one less person to fight wif me for usage of com...to download my stuffs la...coz goin online i can make do wif my laptop le...so nvm..heex

jux finish toking to my daddy..realise one thing....aries and aries tok may end up in a fight sia...both got their own perspective...pt of view diff also....then stand on their own stand very firmly...then will defend their stand..lolx...sianx 1/2...goin to download my stuffs and go to bed...tml gonna study for accounts le...haix...

♥ [ Missy Avril ]

♥bball photos♥

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hahax...li te fall down...

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alvin's leg...lolx

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gay match...lolx...alvin n ben

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sihui wif e exhausted zhi cheng....

♥ [ Missy Avril ]

♥y arguments?♥

Date: Thursday, July 07, 2005


sianx 1/2...jux nw was playin maple story...when i fin wif my game...saw a msg frm eunice...:"hmmm.i jux wanna say im sorry.yups. perhaps its getting worse but i shd jux apologise whether its my fault or nt.walking down the streets we mayb will nt acknowledge each other.but one day if u ever let go tt heat in you and forget bout e past. we can still be frens.saying hi and hanging out together.yups.do take care.and i mean wad i say."this is wad she say...but when i came back...realise she offline le...

hahax...as u all read...u MIGHT tink she finalli tot it thru le..but tt's nt e case bahx..i go read her blog...and guess wad?haix..againx...it's abt me...e whole entry worx...lolx...so honoured sia...

her latest entry:
oh my god..it seem to me tt sum ppl jux lky to find excuses to defend themseleves.such lame and stupid excuses oso can cum out.haha..perhaps i shd replay tt scence last time and ask juac they all to act out for me cos they are e ones and including my mum who noe e actually situation.regretted nt calling e police tt time.like tt hor..den ppl out there can stop denying and find excuses frm themselves.

funny sia.why gt sum weird weird names cuming out of ppl's blog when sum ppl dun even noe a single thing?trying to act smart i guess.seek attention perhaps.sum ppl jiu shi yao ying jiu dui le.ming ming is their fault still wanna deny and make a roundabout turn.haix.one day as time passes by they will reflect and becum more mature.

the skin is too thick to even apologise when they are in the wrong.haix.perhaps sum ppl jiu shi blinded ba.e name put there so big still can make a u-turn.haix.think bout urself before u comment on other ppl cos if u are capable of complaining other ppl.tt means tt u urself gt prob oso.ya.jux take it as i've never met u and i dunno u at all.

jiang bu liao bei ren jiu ba bei ren de ming zi na chu lai jiang.so immature and inhuman.haix.mei you ban fa ba.sum ppl will do all means to win.lky using dirty tricks and bringing the innocent into face.haix.wo yao ke jiu.

cos ni tai xiao xin yan le.nt as magnanimous as i tot.nt as ta fang.alrite.story ends here.if u are best in betraying sumone.den so be it.cos one day u will end up having no frens cos all words tt cum out of ur mouth are lies tt ppl are so sick and tired tt they jux wanna walk away and turn their back on you.

(end)

hahax...well...i dun wanna comment abt anything in her blog la..she tinks i pullin sum innocent ppl down...fine...but i dont tink i am..lolx
ppl who rrly noes and understand me will trust me even if i dun make any explanations..so i tink there's no need to explain anything written in her blog la..coz it's pointless...i noe wad i'm doin and my conscience is clear..jux thinking...she rrly gt 2 faces bahx..after reading her msg to me..i tot we might have chance to becum frenx...frenx only..againx...but her blog entry sumhow opposes the msg...diaox...-_-"so contradicting ritex?well..i'll jux leave it like this..no other words for her...no more entries abt her...it jux make my blog boringx...lolx...my blog is for writting happie n fun stuffs..nt abt sum ppl who Wont make any diff to my life...hahax..kz...tt's all..no more words abt her...

♥ [ Missy Avril ]

♥study plus bball training♥

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haix...today went bedok library to study wif kesh,sam,mich,sihui,li te,joseph,alvin,ben,sharon,zhicheng....but ended up watchin shows there...coz nt in e study mood...lolx..after tt went back tp wif ben,li te,alvin,sihui n zhicheng for the bball training...

zhicheng's fren came too...includin tt johnny who drag me into e pool tt time...hahax...oh ya...did i say sumthing gd happen to sihui?well..i'm nt gonna say anything abt it here...lolx..

pictures will be up soon...after i finished editing...

♥ [ Missy Avril ]

♥term test...♥

Date: Wednesday, July 06, 2005


today gt mny 2nd paper...ended at 11...then went for lunch in design canteen wif li te, ben,sam,sihui,kesh,alvin...then after tt joseph n zhicheng also join us...lolx...watched jolin's qing gong concert wif them...jolin damn sexy sia..lolx

after waited wif sihui for kareen,hong,ivan,pengru,dje eu,chenglong until 5 i tink...hahax...after tt went tampines there meet up wif ryan then all of us go pavillion there play lan...first time play lan sia...nt bad la...quite fun...me kareen hong ryan vs pengru dje eu chenglong....hahax...in e end...we won...lolx..kz..then after that went hm le la...lolx...

wahx...seems like my tagboard gettin very crowded uh?hahax...

to eunice:not ppl dun wanna return u $...is everytime wanna meet up u ps me...at first say meet at 3...then everytime when i rushed there at 3...u not there...wait for u for at least 1 hr le then go hm lo...din even bother to inform ppl u cant make it last min...so irresponsible...think i so free like u arhx...abt tt lyin thing...jux wanna gif u sum yan se kan..actualli i already put aside ur $ le...and seems...ur last doesnt seem to be last...nobody's tokin abt u...go care abt the wadeva jun liang and zheng yi la...dun cum here and kp...if u tink ur blog is too quiet...tis means tt ur blog not interesting la...dun get jealous abt ppl's blog more popular than urs la...

to fellow peeps:dun argue wif sum senseless ppl la...they'll learn to grow up..arguing wif HER...makes us feel so immature...lolx..anyway...thx u guys for defending me~and thx for trustin me!feel so lucky to have all of u as my frenz..thankie!

♥ [ Missy Avril ]

♥1e08's bbq in celebration for the comin term test♥

Date: Monday, July 04, 2005


after lessons went to get my cam frm hong...then went off to roxy plaza to pei sharon dye her hair..but the auntie there very fierce sia...like wanna chase the unconcern ppl out lo...eh....sharon din like her new hair colour...coz tt's nt wad she wans initially la...but...i tink jux nt used to it only bahx...

only sharon,sihui,li te,ben and quan rui cum wif us to buy the remainding food and things la...i can only say...i so xing fu worx...hahax...gt ppl to carry my bag and laptop...thx ben and quan rui!!!heex...gentlemens..

after tt went to li te's house...haix...li te's rm so messy sia...so me sihui and sharon help him clear up abit..his mum quite friendly lo...heex..

after sum time went down to set fire le...saw a very cute boy there...if i remb correctly...he shld be 2 - 3 yrs old bahx..adrian...heex...rrly cute...and he dun scare of strangers at all...

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me wif adrian...cute?

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tezel wif adrian...he so cute..still noe hw to pai pose

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sihui n him...

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wif sam..oh..did i mention he love samuel?keep followin him..lolx

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sharon n him...big contrast sia..heex

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da gals wif adrian..

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frm left...alvin quanrui and joseph

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lolx...tezel wif her sausages

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ahem...continue then..

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adrian also wanna try..heex

heex...after sum bbqing...we started our games...lolx...the first game...we promise le nt to say anything abt it...so i'll nt break tt promise..
2nd game is the zong ji mi ma....lolx...usin whipping cream to smash on ppl's face when they gt the no....hahax...in e end...mich n zhi cheng tio...but li te cover for mich..hahax..3rd game...feng kuang hei bai pei...hahax...when u lose...u will be throw into e waters...i challenge zhi cheng's fren johnny lo...then i win le...suppose to kick him down de...but in e end he pulled me down also...but while keshia tried to save me...i tink the hand tt johnny pull me hurts sia...so unfair ritex...win le also go down..
heex...played wif the life savers float..heex..sat on it and they pulled me arnd..so shiok ritex...lolx..

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our yam say ceremony wif sparkling juice...

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our gals!!gal power!

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our guys!!mostly gentlemens la...zhi cheng also another who help me take laptop before...li te help me take bag...awhile la..heex..

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our hippy and cooler part of e class...w/o ben..he ran away...

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our guys tryin to get ben down..


after tt went to shower...then watch movie awhile...then went play pool le...but when we reach pool there...mich's mum called to ask her go hm...so kesh also went off wif her...alvin also...so only left wif me,ben,sam,li te,zhicheng and joseph..

1st game i play wif joseph...hahax..first time i gt the black ball in..in e middle of e game...sianx 1/2...so i lost...2nd game played wif li te..i won!!yeah!he gt 1 or 2 balls left bahx...lucky me!3rd game played wif ben...won also...heex...luck is on my side...nv played wif samuel and zhicheng...partly becoz no time plus they too pro le..lolx...

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joseph...heex

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li te..

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zhi cheng

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ben...

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samuel...

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lolx...me...taken by li te...i tink..

sianx....after tt went east coast de mac for supper...then go back for movies...watch a little while then i KO le...i tink at tt time is arnd 5 plus le bahx...hahax...then i first to wake up...excludin ben who din slp...hahax...next is joseph...then samuel...then last is li te...everyone mux be wonderin where zhicheng went ritex...he went hm...lolx..kz...then actually suppose to go ya kun for breakfast wif everyone de...in e end..joseph and ben decided to have more slp...so in e end only me sam and li te went..after tt went back againx...hahax..played maple story for awhile...it's cute la...nothing more...then took cab wif sam ben drop sam at his house cox on e way mahx...then ben pei me go yishun take my hp frm sharon coz ytd put in her bag then forget to take when she go hm...heex..kz...after takin my hp take mrt to amk and change bus hm...thx to ben for accompanyin me...hahax..he can take any bus there la..but he pei me wait for 74...heex...thankie!!

kz la...tt's all...gotta go study for my econs le...dyin soon,..

♥ [ Missy Avril ]