♥fucked up♥
Date: Monday, August 28, 2006
i dun understand...y parents r jux so unreasonable...
everytime ask we all dun compare wif ppl....yet...always compare us wif other ppl...contradicting!!!
and y everytime mux they think tt warning letter come...means bad thing...it jux means...i need a rest....and every subject entitles me to 2 semestral leave....y cant they think tt way...fuck...so fed up...
jux quarrel wif my mum...keep comparing me wif ivan...say ivan last time very lousy....now can get scholarship or wadeva fucked up thingy larhs...excuse me!! ivan's taking a subject tt needs more maths....n his maths is so darn bloody good lorhs...y cant parents understand all these...if they think all these are easy...come take themselves larhs....dun gif excuses tt say old ready...brain is lagging or wad so ever....jux like we say very tired...dun feel like studying...n they think all these r excuses!!!!
i'm so bloody angry when she drag the matter to someone else again lorhs...it's not becoz of him tt i skip classes okie!!! i'm pure lazy n tired!!! n in fact...he's e one who gave me encouragements to study hard for my exams all tt lorhs...
and i hate parents who nag n scold when u did badly...esp when this paper is so difficult...n many others score as low....and yet...parents will start saying other ppl is other ppl...dun compare...
and when others score better than us...they'll start comparing againx...fuck...then when u finally score well....u dun get compliments from them...we dun expect them to give us rewards lorhs....at least say sumthing like..."good..u've done well" or wad so ever larhs...i will always remb...when i finalli score well n got first in class...in primary 5...my mum din even bother to compliment me...she din even comment in fact...she jux sign e report book lorhs...then until now...she still say i nv score well for even once....hello? i got 1st in class before lorhs...u dun even remb...wad kind of mother r u....
i'm so bloody angry now...dun tag if u're going to say i'm unfilial becoz i dun wan to noe...
♥ [ Missy Avril ]
