♥e "awesome" 99th day together♥
Date: Friday, November 07, 2008
work was alright...super slack
nothing much to do...
think tt mayb e crash in stock market causes ppl to have no $$ to top up =/
jux when i knock off...someone msg to say tt he felt lonely all of a sudden...
my first tot was to see him n give him a hug of assurance...
assurance tt he was not alone...
so i replied n ask if he need me to go meet him up...
no reply for god knows how long... (due to e lagginess in his phone)
so i waited for 15 mins b4 i board e train towards raffles...
then change to go to my destination...
half way thru...when i jux passed orchard..reaching newton...
he finalli replied...
saying it's ok...n he wans me to go hm instead...
fine...since he doesn't need to see me as much as i need to...
i dropped off at newton...n board the opp direction train...back to dhoby...and back hm...
someone is feeling bad when i told him this...
nothing to feel bad abt...
he din noe i was on my way already...
it's ok...
i admit i might feel abit restless n angry...
afterall...i wanted to see him so much...n he doesn't feel e same...
so when he offered to come see him after he has done his stuffs...
i said no...
i dun wanna see him today anymore...
my dear gal came to kop some shows n new albums from me jux now...
we're both complaining abt guys nowadays...
n things got worse when i get rrly jealous easily...n rather...hmm..sensitive..
so when i found out abt some things...i got rrly...hmmm...upset...
totally not in e mood to do anything...
her bf is getting less concern abt her...
n somehow...dunno why...i felt rather e same...
guys talk...without actions being shown...
for details...do ur own relfections pls...
dun expect the gals to tell u everything...
coz it's different when u found out urself n when we tell u...
if u're rrly tt concern...n view us in piority...
u will find out wad's wrong...and wad we're thinking...
tt's y when u expect us to tell u everything...
this jux shows how much u're not bothered...
not even bothered to find out wad's wrong...
shall stop here...
dun feel bad...
as i've said...i'm a demanding gf...
jux tt i refused to say wad i'm demanding abt...
it's for me to noe...
for u to find out...
♥ [ Missy Avril ]
